I realize that I have to paint two more paintings...in order to complete the series

So after finishing number ten, I realize that I need to paint two more paintings to complete this series. The total count will be twelve. This is the largest series I've ever painted. I used drugs for a total of twelve years and next February will mark my twelveth year anniversay of being clean and sober.
By completing the last two paintings will bring everything full circle. It'll be one painting for every year I used and one painting for every year I've been clean and sober.
Without God this wouldn't be possible.