Getting ready to paint a new painting!!!!!!

I'm sitting here thinking about a new painting that I have to paint. It's going to be abstract and I'm excited about it. I have to paint this one before I finish the 5th one. The sixth one is going to be crazy....I hope. I want it to be free and wild to express what I feel when I think back when I was using crack. It needs to be free and abandoned of all restaints.

I really want to get to that point where I can paint free and wild and let go of everything that holds me back.

Well I'm going to do my best,
Deuces